there was once a time when you offered your soul once upon a time you gave me your all and it was beautiful it was gorgeous and true like the silence before the storm I was strong and confident and I abandoned my norm you better believe I gave it my all but the storm… Continue reading Stormy horizon
Tag: Relationship
Turning tables
they won't stop spinning they laugh at our expense they see us, never waiting and they make us regret you're always told it will happen you're always told don't forget that the tables always turn always spinning, always regret
Joke
my life is a joke, and I'll tell you why we want to, but we can't and when we spend time we start to think we can that is until something happens an annoyance, the pressure and we know, for sure no matter how strong our love is right now, all we can do is… Continue reading Joke
Winter
being with you is like winter the loud sun making soft noise the waves, they go back but always come forth the silent sound all around you it's peaceful and safe winter i love, winter i want but you can't choose when it comes you can just wait, and wait for one day, you'll live… Continue reading Winter
A wall
there's a thin wall around me nobody can see, nobody can sense it and no one can get to me nobody can get to me and I don't know what to do, what to say to make this wall go far, far away
limbo
stuck on the limbo it's not right but it's not wrong it just is what it is and we can do nothing about it it just is what it is so let's just enjoy it
Wake up
your arms around me the softness of your skin the deep state we are in i missed it all too bad it's for now too bad it can't last because this is what I want it's sad it can't be mine
words, lost
what can I say? i lost my words my will to stay the things we did the path we came to became too hard to handle too tough to be left
Mistakes
you never know where everything went wrong you can never see it coming nor can you do anything to stop it life will always laugh at you at the fact that the only thing you can do is regret it, forever you can try to forgive you can try to fix it and you will… Continue reading Mistakes
Travelling heart
As you probably guessed by my recent posts, I'm heart broken. I recently had to choose between my mental health and the love of my life. And boy, it's been tough. The hardest part has been realizing what went wrong, after, when it's just too late to do anything about it. The only thing that… Continue reading Travelling heart
falling
as quick as it comes as slow as it goes and you never know when it's you for who it comes colors made brighter the world made peaceful so quickly, everything made better and so slowly, everything so painful
loneliness
loneliness never calls it never rings it never asks in only arrives loneliness is never coming you can't know until she's your friend until she's gone as quickly as it comes as quickly it goes and just as sudden someday she'll be back for you, and you alone
Llamado
the lights are blinding the laughter is deafening I can feel my heart pounding while everyone is dancing I try to empty my mind to match my empty soul and I try so hard, so hard but then, I hear you call when you're calling, I must simply go and as i near you, my… Continue reading Llamado
20/11/2020
Today was the first day that I was too busy to post anything. Which I hardly think is a bad thing, considering everything. I recently had to make the hardest choice of my life, putting my mental health before the person I love the most in the world. As most of you can tell just… Continue reading 20/11/2020
Para ti
I know you think you lost me you feel me slipping away but how can you feel something that's not real? because what you make me feel is stronger than a hurricane is taller than the sky is deeper than any ocean and feeling it makes me cry my happy tears turned to sad my… Continue reading Para ti
Weakness
to love the sea but not know how to swim to love the sky but be afraid of falling it hurts to have to walk away with pain in your soul to leave your dreams because you don't have what it takes it hurts I wonder what's worse the pain from leaving or the pain… Continue reading Weakness
Differences
Have you ever thought about how different the people around you really are? Today I've come to realize that most of the closest people around me have qualities that I thought I didn't like in other people. It's crazy to me. How magnetic it is. How the qualities I hate come hand in hand with… Continue reading Differences
Back to myself 