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Tag: Pain

A knife

December 20, 2020December 20, 2020 Mikki HoodLeave a comment

rip it out rip it out the death in me that’s what it’s about make it stop there’s nothing more to give, to hold no one to adore only one way I see out of the horror in me so I shall take it and run don’t look back, flee    

Posted in PoemsTagged Hurt, Pain, Poem, Poetic, Poetry

Murdered

December 20, 2020December 20, 2020 Mikki HoodLeave a comment

we took what we needed learned how to fear now we know how to lose for us, everything dear the longest journey a slower death you killed me in pieces you stole my breath it felt like my duty to hurt, to pain for a stupid mistake to always restrain a soul was murdered the… Continue reading Murdered →

Posted in PoemsTagged Hurt, Pain, Poem, Poetic, Poetry, Writing

The loss in me

December 10, 2020 Mikki Hood2 Comments

I lost you so long ago I watched you slip away now I can't help but dream about the past, cliche the one who protected me against all evil and cruel the one who loved me like his precious jewel you taught me to be brave to fight for what I want you told me… Continue reading The loss in me →

Posted in PoemsTagged Author, inspiration, Pain, Poem, Poetic, Poetry, Real, Writer, Writing

Mistakes

November 26, 2020 Mikki HoodLeave a comment

you never know where everything went wrong you can never see it coming nor can you do anything to stop it life will always laugh at you at the fact that the only thing you can do is regret it, forever you can try to forgive you can try to fix it and you will… Continue reading Mistakes →

Posted in PoemsTagged Author, Pain, Poem, Poetic, Poetry, Relationship, Writer, Writing

Tried

November 25, 2020 Mikki HoodLeave a comment

Have you ever tried to breathe, when everything is falling apart? You forget. Have you ever tried to think, when all your thoughts are screaming? You can't. Have you ever tried to move on, when all you want to do is go back? You fail. Life is tough, it shows no mercy, when it's time… Continue reading Tried →

Posted in PoemsTagged Hurt, Journal, Pain, Personal, Poem, Poetic, Poetry, Writer, Writing

Haze

November 25, 2020 Mikki Hood2 Comments

I don't know, i can't what to think, what to say everything is so hazy so sad, these days I'm being told one thing i hear another and I won't listen not again, I'm smothered i don't know what to do where to go what to scream i don't, know

Posted in PoemsTagged Author, Hurt, Pain, Poem, Poetic, Poetry, Writer, Writing

Think, think

November 23, 2020November 23, 2020 Mikki HoodLeave a comment

they become muddy they can't seem to just be they refuse to stay still it's hard to think when your thoughts don't want to be why do we always, always need to be thinking?

Posted in PoemsTagged Author, Hurt, Pain, Poem, Poetry, Writer, Writing

Contradiction

November 22, 2020November 22, 2020 Mikki HoodLeave a comment

it feels empty and yet, full with pain it stops beating and yet, it can never stop i can't cry nor can i stop crying i can't feel nor can i stop feeling so how do I make it stop if it hasn't begun? and how can I have it when i can't make it… Continue reading Contradiction →

Posted in PoemsTagged Author, Happiness, Hurt, inspiration, inspired, Pain, Poem, Poetry, Writer, Writing

Siren

November 21, 2020 Mikki HoodLeave a comment

your call resembles a siren i can hear it when i'm dreaming i can feel it, even when it's quiet your call resembles a siren but nobody else can hear it it's only me, only me it is because i'm the one listening? or because you only sign for me?

Posted in PoemsTagged Author, inspired, Pain, Poem, Poetry, Read, Writer, Writing

Para ti

November 19, 2020 Mikki HoodLeave a comment

I know you think you lost me you feel me slipping away but how can you feel something that's not real? because what you make me feel is stronger than a hurricane is taller than the sky is deeper than any ocean and feeling it makes me cry my happy tears turned to sad my… Continue reading Para ti →

Posted in PoemsTagged Author, Hurt, Love, Pain, Poem, Poetry, Relationship, Writer, Writing

Run

November 19, 2020 Mikki HoodLeave a comment

sometimes all you want to do is run run away to some far place where are people are nice and nobody knows you where you don't have to be you and your story can be whatever you want it to be so you can run away from yourself

Posted in PoemsTagged Author, Hurt, Love, Pain, Poem, Poetry, Writer, Writing

Who you are

November 18, 2020 Mikki HoodLeave a comment

try to remember who you are try to remember where you come from try to look up at the sky and see the future before you you were once stronger you could move mountains you were once wiser you could see further try to be who you once were and more

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Struck

November 17, 2020November 17, 2020 Mikki HoodLeave a comment

it hits like a train going at full speed it comes out of nowhere you can't see it coming and just like that, you're left there laying in the ground, badly hurt you can't move, you can't breathe in a slow pain you try to stand up you start to breathe again you never know… Continue reading Struck →

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