A hell of a ride That’s what it is Heaven on earth Does nothing but amaze Crazy How long you’re fooled No more, no less By God, overruled Thrown into hell how can it be? Heal, just heal For you, for me
Tag: Love
Abrazo
your arms around me holding me, taking me keeping me safe keeping me loved you kissed my forehead the way I always loved if only, if only I hadn't woken up
frío
we went through it, ignoring all the signs, all the warnings we plowed through, with no consideration and now we're left, inconsolable it hit us deep, it hit us hard like strapped to the track waiting for a merciless machine the one we loved riding to tear us deep, to tear us, apart
your arms
so safe between them such warmth they give me the smell of love, so intoxicating the feeling inside, so beautiful and so, please hold me until the we part, until the day we die
Turning tables
they won't stop spinning they laugh at our expense they see us, never waiting and they make us regret you're always told it will happen you're always told don't forget that the tables always turn always spinning, always regret
Volar
escape the numbness by getting in a haze i want to fly, i want to break free i want to stop living in a maze can you please, tell me the answer? won't you tell me how so many years went by with me looking at others, fly?
Joke
my life is a joke, and I'll tell you why we want to, but we can't and when we spend time we start to think we can that is until something happens an annoyance, the pressure and we know, for sure no matter how strong our love is right now, all we can do is… Continue reading Joke
Winter
being with you is like winter the loud sun making soft noise the waves, they go back but always come forth the silent sound all around you it's peaceful and safe winter i love, winter i want but you can't choose when it comes you can just wait, and wait for one day, you'll live… Continue reading Winter
A wall
there's a thin wall around me nobody can see, nobody can sense it and no one can get to me nobody can get to me and I don't know what to do, what to say to make this wall go far, far away
limbo
stuck on the limbo it's not right but it's not wrong it just is what it is and we can do nothing about it it just is what it is so let's just enjoy it
Wake up
your arms around me the softness of your skin the deep state we are in i missed it all too bad it's for now too bad it can't last because this is what I want it's sad it can't be mine
A forever battle
my heart fills with joy at the sight of us together just as my mind fills with worry at the thought of us parting an endless war between brain and soul an endless battle where no victor is crowned
How?
how can I feel happy? when you're crying next to me how can we be okay? when our hearts are aching
Unavoidable
love is strange love is cruel you can't avoid it's claws it will pull you in and you'll never know until it's gone love is strange love is cruel it's an unavoidable truth
words, lost
what can I say? i lost my words my will to stay the things we did the path we came to became too hard to handle too tough to be left
falling
as quick as it comes as slow as it goes and you never know when it's you for who it comes colors made brighter the world made peaceful so quickly, everything made better and so slowly, everything so painful
Llamado
the lights are blinding the laughter is deafening I can feel my heart pounding while everyone is dancing I try to empty my mind to match my empty soul and I try so hard, so hard but then, I hear you call when you're calling, I must simply go and as i near you, my… Continue reading Llamado
20/11/2020
Today was the first day that I was too busy to post anything. Which I hardly think is a bad thing, considering everything. I recently had to make the hardest choice of my life, putting my mental health before the person I love the most in the world. As most of you can tell just… Continue reading 20/11/2020
Para ti
I know you think you lost me you feel me slipping away but how can you feel something that's not real? because what you make me feel is stronger than a hurricane is taller than the sky is deeper than any ocean and feeling it makes me cry my happy tears turned to sad my… Continue reading Para ti
Run
sometimes all you want to do is run run away to some far place where are people are nice and nobody knows you where you don't have to be you and your story can be whatever you want it to be so you can run away from yourself
Weakness
to love the sea but not know how to swim to love the sky but be afraid of falling it hurts to have to walk away with pain in your soul to leave your dreams because you don't have what it takes it hurts I wonder what's worse the pain from leaving or the pain… Continue reading Weakness
Struck
it hits like a train going at full speed it comes out of nowhere you can't see it coming and just like that, you're left there laying in the ground, badly hurt you can't move, you can't breathe in a slow pain you try to stand up you start to breathe again you never know… Continue reading Struck
Decision
I couldn't bare it. I wasn't strong enough. I wish I was. I couldn't stand the idea of waiting until we grew sick of each other. I couldn't do that to us. I owed it to us. The us that loved each other like our life depended on it. The us that laughed all the… Continue reading Decision
Under water
it's like drowning with sorrow oh, such a heavy sorrow the saltiness of the tears feels like water is invading you the knots in your throat you can't breath anymore the pressure in your chest such as tons of water crushing you in the dark
Darkness
everything is dark, except for a small light inside me i can feel the long fingers of darkness revolving around the light lurking, waiting, for a chance to invade it's becoming exhausting, trying to feed the light, trying to make it stronger I'm tired will darkness win?
Alma
do you believe we have souls? do you think soul mates exist? I never know what to think we should believe in what we feelmost times I don't even know what I feel I need to learn to know but there's one feeling i know I haveI'm sure if soul mates existYou are mine
Us & I
oh, how it hurts the thought of breaking how it hurts to think about an "us" being lost and an "I" being found why can't we have both? i want to want both is it too late? to be "I"s inside of "us" ?
Easier
i try to be okay i try to be fine but it's not that easy when you're on my mind you'd think it's a bad thing and you'd be wrong it's not that easy because love is hard i don't wish it was easy easy means nothing and a world with nothing is a world… Continue reading Easier
Differences
Have you ever thought about how different the people around you really are? Today I've come to realize that most of the closest people around me have qualities that I thought I didn't like in other people. It's crazy to me. How magnetic it is. How the qualities I hate come hand in hand with… Continue reading Differences
Confused
Can something become harder and easier at the same time? Is it even possible? Are our hearts tougher? Or is our love weaker? How can it be? That every time we say goodbye it aches more and less? Are we doing things right? Are we going the wrong way? How can we tell? Should we… Continue reading Confused
Back to myself 