Trying is enough

So, I wanted to tell you a little about the last couple of weeks and why I haven’t been posting my usual three to four posts a day.

First of all, I’ve been moving a lot. My suitcase hasn’t had much of a break. I guess this was kind of a taste of how living and writing while travelling would be. Spoiler alert, it’s not easy.

Emotionally, this hasn’t been the easiest of weeks. My anxiety and stress have been extra intrusive, and the break-up depression is definitely not helping my creativity. You always hear how from sadness beautiful things are created. But sadness and depression are very much not the same thing. I always to remind myself that’s it’s okay if I’m not up for anything, but also trying to not get stuck in an unhealthy routine.

Also, a month from I’m trading in my life for a new one. I’m moving to the United States to try and make my dreams come true. Plus the change of scenery and people comes at the perfect time, since all I want to do these days is stay in bed. Change is always good for when I’m not feeling motivated. I’m feeling kinda nervous, but mostly I’m trying to stay positive and tell myself that everything will fall into place once I get there.